My first post back and it isn't happy stuff. Haven't been the happiest camper at work. It's just been terribly difficult to motivate myself to actually do my work, and be happy whilst at it. I keep thinking of church, Connect, JYM, the worship min, people I wish I had time to meet with, etc. And then I wish I had 48 hours a day (and of course the rest of the world has to have 48 too).
Sometimes one struggles. While I am certain of where He's leading me in my life, I just can't keep focusing THERE and not be at rest in Him NOW, where He's placed me for the moment. God is not just THERE, but He's also HERE, walking the journey with me. I need a fresh revelation of Him in these areas of my life which I find myself far from Him, unable to see Him or hear Him. Do pray for me.
But God is faithful, in the midst of tough times He does these things just to show me He's listening, that He's there:
- I'm in the prayer room and I'm praying hard for this person who's in this situation. Almost immediately after I finish praying, I get an sms about this person, and it's positive! =)
- I had the privilege to be used to minister to someone today, and God literally gave me all the words (through His Word) to say to this brother! The words were like a perfect match to his situation! And those verses were all the verses He led me to read and meditate upon last week! Coolness beyond words.
"Your Kingdom come, Your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven." (Matthew 6:10)
Think BIG, Start SMALL, Build DEEP! Let's be faithful in the little things my friends! Let our lives be windows to HEAVEN!
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